Hello I'm Heidi

Every person reaches a point where their old identity can’t take them into the life they truly want — and that’s where my work begins.

For years, my identity was “the professional hospitality manager.”

I trained for it. I committed to it. I became exceptional at it.

I was the one who always showed up, held everything together, carried the pressure, solved the problems, and pushed through the long hours and constant demands — no matter how depleted I felt inside.

On the outside, I looked successful.

Inside, I was exhausted, anxious, overwhelmed, living paycheck to paycheck, and trying to keep a life together that felt like a lie.

I was living the same day over and over again.

Then life gave me a wake-up call — the kind that forces you to stop. Take a look at your life. And admit what I avoided for years.

I wasn’t okay.
I wasn’t fulfilled.
I wasn’t happy.

I was surviving… numbing myself, stretched thin, and slowly fading and disappearing under the weight of a life misaligned with who I really was.

I still remember it well

By late 2022, I was struggling more than I’d ever admit to anyone who knows me.
My career felt like a dead end, I was in real trouble, and I realised I created this hell. So I kept asking God to help me find a way through it.

I asked God for a way out — and Bob Proctor’s work found me

When that email from Bob’s company landed in my inbox, it genuinely felt like a sign.
It wasn’t something I was looking for — and honestly, the investment scared me. I had sleepless nights over it, wondering if I could really pull this off.
 

But there was this quiet part of me that wouldn’t let it go… this feeling that I needed to say yes.

So I jumped.

For the next year, I immersed myself in Bob’s work while still holding down my full-time job.

I began to notice the patterns running the show… the ones behind every decision, every fear, every limit I kept bumping into.

How did I not see this before?

So I started doing the work — the inside-out work. The mindset-work. 

And as my self-image slowly started to shift, everything else began to shift with it:

Who I believed I was, what I thought was possible, how I saw my future… it all started to change.

For the first time, I understood

why I’d been stuck

In my professional life and in my relationships, I kept repeating the same patterns… and I blamed the circumstances, the people, everything — except myself.

It wasn’t my job.
It wasn’t the industry.
It wasn’t the people around me. It was me.

I wasn’t stuck because of what was happening around me.
I was stuck because of what was happening inside me.

My results pointed back to one thing:
the thoughts and beliefs I kept repeating on autopilot every single day.

The fears, the emotional patterns, the stories running in the background —
they were quietly deciding my life for me.

My results weren’t happening to me.
They were happening through me.

 WHAT I KNOW ABOUT YOU

If you’re still reading this and everything feels uncomfortably familiar…
That’s not accidental.

There’s a reason you’re here.
And you don’t have to figure out the next part alone.

Let me show you what’s been running the show in the background —
and how to shift it so your life finally moves.

Here’s the part no one tells you:

YOUR MIND IS DOING EXACTLY WHAT IT WAS CONDITIONED TO DO

Your mind’s job is simple:
keep you safe, familiar, and predictable.

Even when that “safety” is quietly costing you your life.

So the moment you even think about changing your life, investing in yourself, or working with me, your conditioning will kick in. Guaranteed.

Not because you’re doing anything wrong — but because change feels unfamiliar.

And to your mind, unfamiliar = danger.
Danger up ahead.
Eliminate the danger.
Go back to safety.

It’s automatic.
And it will sound exactly like your own voice.

You’ll suddenly experience impulses like:

“I’m too tired right now… I don’t have the energy for this.”
“I’m already so stressed — adding something new feels impossible.”
“Maybe I should wait until things calm down.”
“My life isn’t that bad… maybe I should just be grateful.”
“Let me think about it. I’ll come back to this later.”

And without even realising it, the mind will make the old life feel safer than the life you actually want.

Game over.

It will pull you back into what you know — even if what you know is the very thing keeping you stuck.

This is conditioning. 

And the moment you truly understand that, everything can shift.

I help my clients with this exact process.

Your internal script can be rewritten.
I’m proof of that.

I’d love to be that person for you.

HEIDI J VAN RENSBURG